I’m feeling the push and pull of consumerism and spending more even when the previous purchases haven’t been paid off yet. That’s crazy and that’s what I’m living, it’s like thinking I live in a world with unlimited means and then I feel the tug of reality and a finite bank account balance and snap back. Whoah, where was I going along? Thank God this string pulled me back. Sometimes it is like being a kid in a candy store. Except this kid has plenty of candy in his pockets, he just wants an entire house made of candy since that’s what everybody else has.